Flipping through an fb page..
I saw people progressing .
An ex-schoolmate of mine is now having her own fb page for her arts stuff.
And she also included shariah elements there .
I'm astonished. And ashamed.
After all these 20 years of life , what exactly have I achieved ?
What contributions have I ever brought to islam ?

I remember , I used to love art stuff, drawing and coloring so much , that I couldnt even live a day without them.
But then , I just get busy and forget everything.
I don't draw stuff any more.
I stop colouring
I blocked painting
Because I'm afraid that I would be too engulfed in that
And now , somehow , I regret it.
:((((